Date; 09/20/????: Apologies for the late update, but I've been feeling rough for the past few days. To make a long story short, Aqua had to be put down four days ago, Upon sending in a staff member to check on her to see if she was okay, she lost it and fatally wounded the worker, needless to say, he didn't survive his wounds. Losing her was hard for everyone, including poor Snow, when I told her what happened, I didn't think I could take looking into her eyes. Though she couldn't express her feelings, I could tell immediately that she was hurting especially when tears went down her face. I felt like it was my fault that it happened, like I could've done something to fix it and make it better and I couldn't, I felt like a complete failure. No one deserved what happened that day, I didn't deserve it, Aqua didn't deserve it, the other Emotion members didn't deserve it, and poor Snow didn't deserve it. When it comes to her, there aren't enough times I could tell her that I was sorry that could ever make me feel like she forgives me.