Senka_

"He abandoned me...I have to show him I am worthy...by not letting this curse consume me!"


Diary of a murderer, Page 1

I'm so cold, I'm not sure what is happening, but I think something in me is changing, I can't explain it. My memory is getting foggy, even though the attack happened a few hours ago...I feel like it happened months ago, I can't recall much. Did it even happen today...yes, I think so. I was attacked while walking home, I should have been paying attention. But I wasn't mugged, I still have all my belongings, what's going on with me...why am I so cold. I feel sick.

Page 2

I fell asleep, and I am not sure for how long. Days, weeks, months? No...it was just for a day. But for some reason I slept throughout the day, and I don't even remember sleeping, just blacking out then waking up, and when I did it was nighttime once more. And it felt the nice, the moon feels nice. The shadows and the darkness it feels nice...what am I becoming? Maybe I should try going back to sleep.

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Nothing is working, whatever I try I can't wake up in the day, I keep collapsing once the sun rises and then awake once more when the sun sets. I figured it out but I don't want to admit what I am...it means I have to give into these terrible unholy desires. I never thought creatures of this caliber ever existed. How could someone like this exist? It's terribly, unclean, and evil. Why would God let someone like this exist? Has he forsaken me? I have never done anything evil! I have never been bad, and now I have this unclean spirit on my hand! I won't allow it! I will not give into it!





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I found a place to live, somewhere away from all this evil, away from the temptations of the flesh and blood. I will not give into my dark desires, I will fight them, and if I do this...I know he will smile at me once more, and my punishment will be over. I found an old church in a forest, no one comes here anymore, but it's perfect for me. Here I can help those who are lost, I can be kind to them and help them get back on their feet. And by showing kindness and not giving into the evil...I know I will be turned back one day.


The most dangerous predator

Senka is a vampire, but she refuses to turn to her darker side and go out among the world and feast. Instead she stays within this church she found and helps all those who are lost. On countless nights she wanders the forest with a lantern looking for anyone who may have strayed her way. Once she meets them she invites them back for some tea and to simply talk. But she never admits what she is, she is too embarrassed to have the world know she is an unholy creature. Instead she continues to live this life where she thinks doing good deeds will turn her back human.

Senka believes she has locked away her darker side, she thinks she doesn't have to feed, and to her knowledge this all true. She believes in this story so much that she completely blocks out her true nature. On certain nights when she requires blood her true dark nature is shown. The kind hearted Senka is locked away and her memory fades. Once the true monster rises the old Senka is nowhere to be seen, and she doesn't even recall this even happening, even though it happens at least once a week. Once Senka gives into her true nature her personality completely flips. She no longer cares for people, she no longer wishes to help, all she cares about is killing and crushing the humans under her heel. She has no conscience, all she has is brute strength.

Senka is dangerous, she is one of the most feared creatures in existence, and as vampires come, she is one of the strongest. But she always chooses to work solo. She has had more than a few offers by other clans to join them but she always refuses. The darker Senka is more than aware of her light hearted self, after all they are the same person. But the caring Senka is not aware of her true self, she repressed it from day one and she thinks it doesn't even exist. For all she knows she hasn't once feasted. Even though this has been going on for more than a few decades. Senka remains in her home, doing both helping others and making a meal out of them...which one will you become?


Notes of interest

When her darker nature is revealed Senka typically undoes the ties in her hair and lets her red locks run down her back.

Senka has been on this world for more than a hundred years, even if she only looks twenty years old.

She has a room in the back of the church where she resides, she sleeps in a bed, not a coffin.

She follows all the standard rules of vampires, sun and water harm her...super strength and speed....etc etc

Once the sun comes out she seems to pass out on command and will not awaken until the sun sets. Those who wake her when she sleeps are in for a nasty surprise.

That cross she wears around her waist has special meaning to her, take it and you won't be alive much longer.




Forever rests and sleeps in the Dark_Abyss.