Androgyny

tl;dr
Alex is a female that has a fractured mentally from years of parental abuse, that believes she is a boy trapped in a girl's body. She has never fit in with female peers, and prefers more boy gender themed topics and activities. Alex prefers female partners or feminine appearing herms/shemales. Aggressive females are highly appreciated, but Alex would love to be the top as well! Just.. Really hard with a petite, short build.

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Ever feel like your life is just.. Wrong? That something is amiss about it, not properly set? That maybe, just maybe, there is a horrible mistake or you were brought into this world different than what was intended?

That is how Alex feels. Alex was born female, but thinks the mind bleeds male! It isn't just a matter of switching clothes, but that the mindset itself is that of a male; Wandering eyes constantly glancing at females, to play aggressively in sports or activities, and share like-minded mentalities with 'her' male peers.

But when you're barely 5' 2", lithe and with some curves, it's harder to continue maintaining even what your mind thinks is proper. Alex has received numerous broken bones, engaged in countless horrible relationships, and can never seem to find a proper pair of boy's jeans that fits right.

But Alex tries, for whatever reason that lets her keep trying even in such monumental failures and psychological trauma, Alex will dust off legs and get up to try again.

And that sums up Alex's daily life, constantly in the face of adversity and difficulty to what Alex believes is right as opposed to what looks wrong. Finding oneself constantly attempting to garner the attention of someone that would believe their story, all the while going through one relationship after another in just trying to make sense of how this could have happened to her/him.