Quick Message! The profile will have a little touch up soon, though I really wanted to mention the fact that I'm really wanting to try my first Group roleplay, so whisper me ^//^ I'll certainly be interested! Thank you <3
I really hope you read and enjoy the whole profile as I have put some effort into making it as appealing as possible, but also look at the stuff besides the story like the list of things I enjoy in a roleplay because every time I roleplay I want to try my hardest for my partner, but its supposed to be fun for all parties ^//^
And please, no IC approaches if I don't know you, sorry, its just a little hard for me >////<
St DeAngelico's Orphanage Records: Child#1102
Full Name: Ai Otome
Birthday: Probably the 1 of January 1996
Height: 4 ft 6
Hair Colour: Raven Black
Weight: 5 Stone
Eye Colour: Gold (Often changes shades)
First day at St DA's O: 2 of January 1995
Ear Colour: Raven Black
Tail Colour: Raven Black with a White ring at the tip
Location: St DeAngelico's Orphanage
Recorded History
Ai was left in front of the Orphanage in a large Japanese Candy box with a letter underneath the child that simply said "Ai Otome" which we would obviously think that it was the child's name and next to him was a large purple teddy bear that was larger than the child. Now on the topic of the his certain 'Extras' we were quite shocked towards his hairless, catlike ears and tail, though another odd thing about his is an odd birthmark/tattoo on the base of his neck and spine that are black swirl pattens, though we had yet to investigate those as up to know. We were aware that people such as him are around but never before had any of the staff or children had seen a someone such as him before. Though none the less we had to take the child in and raise him normally, though unfortunately we have had multiple difficulties in raising him. It began quite quickly where problems began to arise with Ai and the others who took a rather hostile approach to the child, often singling him out for the first few years, one incident where the bear he had with him was vandalized, torn up that left the child distressed and crying. Despite constant attempts the kids seemed incapable of befriending Ai, some of us assumed they were simply uncomfortable by the cat-like Ai. Though things only seemed to worsen, Ai grew up quiet and secluded and would rarely ever speak or ear and would spend all day within the Library before going to bed. We highly suspect that Ai is being bullied by the others physically and verbally as each few days he is wrapped in bandages, which he has done himself, and refuses to co-operate with staff, only to have new ones a few days later. Though he can hide all of them, as we noticed one particular scar on his tail about 2 inches long, yet we are only able to help as much as we can, other children deny any involvement with Ai whilst he himself refuses to talk to us.
He often has night terrors ever since he was an infant, though we assumed they would pass with time. He has a tendency to also gaze outside the windows blankly yet not daring to go out on a whim, this changed however on his twelfth birthday when we entered his room to see the window open and Ai missing, it was revealed that the police had caught the boy running along the rooftops and was "Extremely difficult to catch" and only did the officers bring him back when Ai seemed pleased with what he had done as climbed down a fire escape and walked to the patrol car himself. He was punished accordingly. He will often run off for nights on end and return in the morning despite multiple warnings, its as if he really IS a cat! I fear things are beginning to escalate with Ai and the other children, the older ones have been caught calling him a 'Demon' or a 'Monster' due to his heritage, yet they always fail to get a response from the boy, yet I suspect that despite his silence it must be having some kind of effect as he is becoming more and more distant. Though one thing that stunned us about Ai is his intellect, quite simply put he is way more educated than anyone his age is expected to be, we guessed it was from years of reading and re-reading the library over and over again, and after a small amount of observation from staff it seems aside from the hundreds of other books we have, it seems to be the 'Fantasy' which he enjoys the most. Anyway, the way we discovered this, as he does not like to talk to us sadly, he has written multiple pages of studies and others along the same lines, so we decided to show them to the local school and after some discussion with the board they have agreed to take him on a student, a far better environment for him outside of the schooling provided here in my opinion. I will keep track of Ai's progress.
Owner - Miss Patricia Johnson.
Recorded Personality Findings
As mentioned earlier Ai is very quite and even shy most times, proven by the fact he will stutter often in a sentence and find it hard to keep eye contact, reframe from playing with his hair or seem generally comfortable with whoever he is talking too, yet all of this is with good reason due to his treatment by the other kids (And I suspect certain members of staff). He rarely speaks... ever, though once you are able to engage him into a conversation I was astounded as to how polite he was, yet I can tell a real smile from a fake, he actually seems to think himself to be nuisance, not to anyone in particular, but just in general, as if for example, if he were to just suddenly leave then everyone would be much happier, which to me is pretty heartbreaking, but he will mask that with a fake smile as to seem as if he is oblivious to his own situation. One thing in particular should be mentioned though, we are not allowed to give the boy a certain amount of sugar as he seems to have a strange reaction to it, it's as if he becomes a different person entirely as he became playful for the first time at the age of 9 after eating about seven chocolate bars, though after a few minutes he would turn 'feral' in a word, he genuinely acted like a cat, purring and nuzzling others before he became... quite frightening, he spoke to one boy in particular who we suspect had been bullying him, and brought up issues of his weight, parents and so on. A doctor claimed that this may have been a highlight of Schizophrenia and DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder), so sugar was subsequently banned for him as it seemed to be a direct link.
As mentioned in Miss Johnson's report he has had issues with eating, he is very skinny and frail, short as well. Though one might guess that he does it intentionally to remain agile, any of the staff here have a clear opinion as to why he wont eat. He will walk around the orphanage randomly on a whim, often with a book balanced on his tail whilst walking barefooted, he seems to dislike shoes as he will only where them when going out, though if he sits down anywhere like a seat or a bench in the park he would simply take them off and sit how he always sits, his knees tucked into his chest, I guess he just feels comfortable like that, as he often fidgets unless sat in his usual way. He has a small case of OCD, often getting baths and making sure that everything around him is organized from the library and even to how his bed is made. He is extremely anti-social, I know it's been mentioned but not to its fullest extent I feel, he didn't speak for a whole two years for the love of heavens! Yet I pray that perhaps his new school will help him, and who knows maybe he'll actually make a friend, granted that they could get past the seemingly indestructible wall he has appeared to build around himself. One thing I noticed frequently is how he sleeps, he will cling onto the purple teddy bear still, and absolutely refuses to let anyone touch it, once when Miss Johnson suggested he was to old for it he had disappeared for a wee before once again being brought back by the same officers who brought him back the first time when he was running across rooftops. I have come up with the theory that in his head, his only friend, the only person who didn't seem to hate him or wanted to hurt him, whilst not having the issue of having to befriend the boy was that very teddy bear, so I can see why he has such an attachment, he has indeed owned it since he came here. I really do hope for an improvement or some sort of break through soon.
Staff member - Ruby Wilson.
Uirlis Saga
Last night was certainly eventful, Ai had gone missing as usual and as a routine we send out one of the staff to look around the neighborhood to look around since he hardly would ever travel far, but then I received a call from a woman called
Uirlis, a mechanic who had fixed the orphanage bus a number of weeks ago, had called me revealing that Ai had came to her, I assume she left her garage door open or something of that nature. And it seems that his charm had rubbed of on the woman, or rather the other way around as she told me over the phone that he had grown quite attached to her and it would "Break his heart" for him to leave, and after a bit of discussion I decided it best that he should rest there for the night to get comfortable with his surroundings, in other words he's finally being adopted! I am very pleased for Ai, and I will personally miss him, it's certainly beneficial for Ai in more than the emotional aspects as the bandages have grown more numerous, and Ai had grown more secretive, I might visit him in a month to see how he is, Patricia will conduct the meeting between her, Ai and Uirlis.
The Makai Summoning
The years of abuse had destroyed Ai entirely, he wanted a gentle life, he wanted to love people and for them to love him back, yet he had been denied that dream by the seemingly soulless bullies at the orphanage, so much so it even drove him to the edge of suicide, and from that spawned the dark habit of cutting his wrists, yet night pushed him over the edge, the main bully Melissa Smith had snuck into his room whilst he was asleep and cut his tail with a pocket knife to scare him right out of the orphanage, hopefully for good, and it seemed to work as the boy jumped out of the window and into the alleyways a far way away from the orphanage. He was left in the darkness crying as he tried to figure out what he was to do, then fate answered his question as a newspaper landed next to him covering the story of
Elizabeth_Makai, the rumor was anyone who wrote her name on a mirror in blood would summon the demon, and from that she would kill whoever you asked for, of course the news article said they debunked the rumor and blamed the disappearances of many people on another culprit. This gave Ai an idea, a hope that maybe he could rid the world of Melissa's evil not only for him, but so others like him would be safe since he seemed to know deep in his heart he wouldn't be around much longer. So he returned to the orphanage later that night once everyone was asleep, snuck into the building and made it to the bathroom and locked the door, the blood was easy to get as he simply carried out the habit he had done for years now and after a little hesitation he wrote out her name... and then she appeared, the stunningly beautiful and gentle demon appeared in the mirror, she took him to her world, a beautiful paradise that consisted of a crystal clear lake, a night sky covered in stars with the moon large, bright and bearing down on them, and rose petals dancing with the soft breeze. Ai he was put before Elizabeth he was going through a mix of emotions, sadness, panic, depression, guilt and many more, he even sought an answer as to if what he was doing was right from the demon who had probably murdered countless other people, though as he seemed to figure out why he wanted her dead, so that world would be a more gentle place for everyone like him, even if it was just by the death of one evil being, his none selfish reason seemed to touch the demon as he gave her his soul, and she would be the first person to offer him any affection or love, kindness or gentleness as she hugged him. She, the great and powerful demon seemed to have found a place for him in her heart as she kissed him, before taking him back to his world, everything had seemed like a dream, until he heard the scream outside his bedroom, he went out to investigate and would see the brutalized corpse of Melissa, she had been stabbed horrifically and too many times to count, Elizabeth had taken his case to heart she seemed to purposely make her suffer for all she had done to Ai before her soul was dragged down to hell forever. Ai was shocked as he returned to his room, as he battled with his consciousness as he had to live with the fact he had caused this persons death he would look up to the ceiling and announced his love for the demon quietly, who waited in her world for him, wondering what she was going to do with him, wait until he died to see him, or take him herself, she decided it would be a week, to let things calm down in his world before she reappeared. And true to her word she appeared in his bedroom, of course he would enter after carrying out the dark habit, but upon seeing her he was over come with happiness, for the first time he had experienced tears of joy and would actually see the demon cry herself, they were both in love! After telling her that he wanted to be with her, being so willing as to say if she wanted him to live the rest of his life he would kill himself on the spot to be with her, and after a passionate few moments on the behalf of the demon, the two would vanish from his world into hers in a loving embrace, the only thing left of Ai in his world would be the blood stains on his floor and bed, even now the story continues......
Real Back Story
*Warning! Graphic*
Ai was dropped off at St DeAngelico's Orphanage a day after his birth, the little nekos heritage is still a mystery to even him, he didn't know if both his parents were nekos or human or demonic or anything! The first year of his life wasn't totally terrible, sure kids were already hostile to the toddler with cat ears and a tail to go with it, but he was in the constant care of staff workers so he was a generally normal baby. That was until he started to be left alone to 'Interact' with the other kids, but that didn't work out to well as the teasing was only the beginning of Ai's relationship with the other kids and most probably everyone in general. At first the boy would cry at the mean taunts and the occasional tail pull he would run to the staff and tell them what had happened, then one day shortly after his 7th birthday a group of older kids got Ai in his sleep, punching and kicking and whatever, he cried under the sheets all night, he was warned that if he had told anyone about what had happened something even worse would happen to him, that morning to explain the bruises the small neko would awake early in the morning, knock over a rather large wardrobe at the bottom of a set of stairs, and by the time any staff workers arrived they would see Ai underneath, he had managed to fool the workers rather easily yet at the same time he became the children's punching bag, he didn't know why, Ai was weak, he was frightened and he didn't want to cause anyone any harm even though other clearly set out to cause him harm. Then a few years later when he was 12 or 13 Ai would sneak out of the orphanage for the first time, on the orphanage report he was caught the first time, yet that time he didn't plan on returning, running along the rooftops and getting the first taste of the world, he loved it, the rush of the entire thing, yet it was a worse story of when he returned, as he slipped back into his room he was welcomed by the panicking staff workers but rather the bullies, their faces masked by the dark, the only thing he could image was the wide grins on their faces as they tried to teach him a lesson on running off and coming back to where, in the minds of the children, he didn't belong. They beat him senseless. his bed sheets covered in blood, one boy made sure to make the message clear by slashing the tail that made him stand out so much, this time the kids had brought bandages, his body only bruised so no one would realize what happened, and a broken glass by his bed to explain the cut. Around this time Ai's spiral into a deep depression was triggered, he created a separate personality in his head, a friend who was confidant, liked and wasn't abused. This character would soon take over his mind periodically, lashing out once at one of the bullies viciously, and since then has laid dormant, either sleeping or pushed aside by another personality, a more sadistic and violent one that fought over the more dormant personality as well as Ai himself. He drowns out any voices in his head as best as he possibly can, reading books, running out of the orphanage, and most of all.... Self harm.
On his 14th birthday Ai felt so angry and sad about what has happened to him already he just wanted to end everything, that way he wouldn't anger anyone and he wouldn't have to suffer any pain, he snuck into the staff bathroom, picked up a razor and smashed the plastic on the sink, picking up the small piece of metal of the floor and held it to his wrist, this was the one time in his life he was in control of anything, the only time he really had power, he had the power to take his life and end the daily suffering, the blade dug into his skin yet not enough to take his own life, all he had done was relief himself, he gave himself the experience of dying, he was so close but he lacked the courage to do so. After throughly cleaning the bathroom and disposing of the plastic Ai would return to his room and bandage his wrist, hiding the cleaned razor within the layers and would carry on what quickly grew into an addiction, so many scars on his wrists are, to him at least, lost chances to escape the horrible reality he has had to live through. Yet recently he has begun to experience something else, the curious boy, despite his depression and addictions he was still a happy child, he acted like a happy child, and behind everything else he really is a happy child, unfortunately he just has a terrible position in the world. The thing he begun to experience fully was excitement, more than what he felt when he ran along the rooftops, but when he first found the park, an amazing place where impossible things happened, he couldn't stay way despite how much danger he was in each day he entered the park, it was far to interesting to stay away.
Other Things
Clothing and Bandages - A light grey shirt with a band called 'The Sex Pistols' written on the top with what he guesses is the band on the front and the way he wears the shirt the right part of the neck hangs over his shoulder. Black skinny jeans and as for shoes, black 'Converse' sneakers with no socks, he has had the shoes since his fourteenth birthday, though the laces are done up in a way they would fall off yet still able for him to simply kick them off as we mentioned his dislike of shoes.
We mentioned the Bandages earlier, they often change around after the 'Injuries' have healed, yet we have to remain doubtful as we never actually see them, Yet the psychiatrist stated that he didn't want to cause a fuss by having Staff search for the Culprit/s. His left arms is wrapped up from the top of the wrist and around his knuckles, the right only has the biceps wrapped, and under his left eye is a patch, we assume it maybe a bite mark underneath.
Hair & Eyes
His hair is Raven black and long, about shoulder length. Despite how he is with bathing and such he seems to like his hair when its Shaggy or scruffy for some reason, though he regularly brushes his tail.
His eyes are of interest to some as they seem to change in tone often, from cloudy to dark and back, yet during the 'Sugar' incident, they had turned an extremely bright shade of gold I could have sworn they were glowing. Yet this is probably due to his heritage... Whatever it may actually be.
Staff Worker - Ruby Wilson
*End of Joint Report by R Wilson & P Johnson*
Ai's Story
Coming soon.
People Ai has met
((All people to go on this list will be asked before hand :3 ))
Amazing Naga Friend -
Violota - After talking to her for a bit she took him out of sight to avoid attention being brought to her eccentric tail, they began to talk more deeply, Ai had told her his deepest and darkest secrets about himself to her.
Mr Bible Man -
Amado - Met him as he was giving out books called 'The Bible' afterwards got to talking with the man, and ever since Ai has had a strong friendship, growing each time they hang out.
Kind Angel Woman -
Nanael_ - Rescued him from a weird mans spell that turned his skin to stone, after which he spoke to the first angel he met, he thinks of her of a really nice guardian angel.
Weirdly Cool Woman -
Fyuria - Approached her after watching her make a tree burst into flames, being interested into how she did it the neko would learn that she was actually a Witch, and later on showed him a 'forbidden pleasure by pulling his soul out of his body! He is happy to be friends with
her.
Vampire Neko Woman -
Iulia - Invited Ai into her home as he continued to travel to her garden to smell the roses, then after a little bonding she would adopt him and later Unbirth him for the first time ever, then the two fell asleep.
Cuddly Hangover Woman -
Kitty_Kat - Met her when he spotted a lump on the ground, that being the hungover body of Kat, after talking a bit, and spending a little time getting used to the fact she likes to be naked, he quickly grown attached to her.
OOC
Hii ^//^ Thank you so much for reading the profile, I know some dont like the long ones but I just like to let my mind go a bit, besides I find it fun! Anyway Please dont hesitate to send me a quick whisper, if you're interested in a scene or just want to chat I'm really friendly (Though I do have a problem with shyness >//<)
Anyway I'll just mention a few likes at the bottom For you to look through!
*Story Based Roleplay <3
*Vampires <3
*Unique Settings
*Footplay <3 <3 <3(Is absolutely adored! If you approach me with an idea with footplay I will probably say yes >///< )
*Affection & Abuse <3
*School Scenes
*Teasing (Tame - Overly Forward - Plain Cruel)
*Older Characters (I dont mean characters about 100 :P I mean anything from 1 Year to 20 at least) <3
*Bovines
*Nekos
*Naga's
*Harpies (Absolute Favorite!)
*Fantasy Settings above all overs
*Absorption
*Mermaids
*Succubus
*Smothering <3 - Foot - Ass - Breast - Armpit - Tummy - Anything ^//^
*Master & Servant
*Domination
*Clothes Stuffing <3 As in shoving him into clothing thats still being worn!
*Sweat/Scent Play
*Smoking
link (Warning! Very basic! I'll touch it up when I have the time ^///^)
I will play with anyone, these are just some random favorites remember ^//^
A short list but If you have any questions just ask!
If you want to roleplay with me but have an idea that wouldn't fit with his story don't worry, I'd love to have a setting like in the past or the future, something eccentric would be loved ^//^
*Update* I have have begun my first Roleplay here and I'm so happy with how its turning out, I love it! And I'm always excited for the next post <3
Feedback and Thoughts are Loved by the way ^////^
link Please take a look at this thread ^///^
